My Heart Is Full...

I have struggled the past year or so....every since we found out our last little one would be another little boy.
I have felt so guilty thinking that God made a mistake for giving us four little boys...UNTIL the past month...the past few days.

I realize God DOESN'T MAKE MISTAKES. EVER.
He BLESSED us with four of the most PRECIOUS little ones. I am so BLESSED. WE are so blessed.

I thought my whole life that I would marry and we would have two boys and two girls. I was so wrong.
Am I a little sad I didnt get to have a little girl, yes. but I am SO HAPPY with my boys and I wouldnt want it any other way now.
I believe that you four little boys needed Daddy and I...you chose to come to us, and God knew we needed you and blessed us with you.
I am so thankful that I can have faith in Gods plan...this life is his plan and our responsibility is to work hard enough to return back to his side.
Mine and Dads job is to guide you back to him and be able to be all together for all eternity!

I want to know that if something ever happens that I will always have my husband and ALL my boys in this life and the next.
Iam excited to see you each grow and become men of God and I hope that we can teach you enough to fill your hearts with the gospel so that you will always
turn to your Heavenly Father. Please stay close to him.

Please know that I love each of you so much. More then my own life and I would do anything and everything for you.
I will love you all fiercely, instinctively, and without effort.

Im so PROUD to be your mommy!
I love you to the moon and back!