"Throughout our lives, we must deal with change. Some changes are welcome; some are not. There are changes in our lives which are sudden, such as the unexpected passing of a loved one, an unforeseen illness, the loss of a possession we treasure. But most of the changes take place subtly and slowly. Day by day, minute by minute, second by second we went from where we were to where we are now. The lives of all of us, of course, go through similar alterations and changes. The difference between the changes in my life and the changes in yours is only in the details. Time never stands still; it must steadily march on, and with the marching come the changes. This is our one and only chance at mortal life—here and now. The longer we live, the greater is our realization that it is brief. Opportunities come, and then they are gone. I believe that among the greatest lessons we are to learn in this short sojourn upon the earth are lessons that help us distinguish between what is important and what is not. I plead with you not to let those most important things pass you by as you plan for that illusive and nonexistent future when you will have time to do all that you want to do. Instead, find joy in the journey—now. Let us relish life as we live it, find joy in the journey, and share our love with friends and family. One day each of us will run out of tomorrows. " Thomas S. Monson

August 31, 2012

a cute little wave...

I went into the doc for a check to make sure everything was going fine since i was having some major cramping for a few days and they wanted to confirm that little baby was OK. They said i had a cyst that burst on my ovary and thats where the pain was coming from but that everything should be fine.
While i was in there i got to see our cute little baby spinning and wiggling all around, she/or he was on a sugar high or something cause there was a LOT of flips going on :) then as the tech moved around in there to see all angles this cute little baby through up its hands and waved and waved at us...it was so precious to see those little hands and fingers on the screen!!!!

August 27, 2012

10 Weeks....

I made it to 10 weeks finally! this pregnancy seems like it is going by so slow.
There is a big difference in this one compared to kaylin and kiptin's, I'm so much more tired this time around and have no energy it seems like. I'm sick a lot. and I hope that I only have 2 more weeks of this "all day on and off sick feeling". I'm anxious to hear this little babies heart beat again and see how much it has grown...i KNOW its growing cause i have popped out a little more now that last week.
When i was pregnant with kaylin i didn't show until about 15 weeks with my little bump, With kiptin it was 12 weeks when i got my little bump and this one..10 weeks! I like that i have a little something to show but at the same time I WORKED MY BUTT OFF the last 8 months to have the body i wanted and a nice flat stomach, so at times I'm a little sad that it is pretty much no more but I know I will get it back before summer next year (i hope)!!!!
my uterus is the size of a grapefruit now and i can REALLY tell! 5 more weeks and we get to find out what this little jelly bean growing inside me is! I really have strong feelings that is little blessing is a sweet baby girl but either will be fine, I am just thankful I was blessed with this sweet baby!

My Dad is so excited as well as nick parents. My dad knew before i even got pregnant that a baby was coming, I had called one day and when i was about to hang up he said well don't you have something else to say? i said nooo i don't think so why? he said oh well i was sure you called to tell me you were pregnant. A few months later i called him back to tell him i was now pregnant and he was just like "i knew it".
I know my sweet NANA is up in heaven holding and getting to know my sweet blessing baby as well, i know she (or he) will know and love her great Nana before she (or he) even gets to me!

August 17, 2012

Nick Turns 28...

My super hot hubby is the big TWO EIGHT now!!!
Life just gets faster and faster...a short 12 years ago he was my hot 15 year old boyfriend and now he's my even hotter 28 year old husband!!!!

we have low key birthdays around here (until his big 30 that is) so we did what ever he wanted to do and he said he wanted a big fat tub of KRAVE frozen yogurt of course..so thats what we did and it was great!!! we had cheesecake and red velvet cake with lots of candles on it...hope he made a good wish!

I am the luckiest girl in the world to have him and our boys couldn't have a better daddy then they do...we all







love you so much babe...HAPPY 28TH BIRTHDAY AGAIN!!!!

Here's to 9 Years....




We made it to our 9 year anniversary!!!! I had plans this year to take nick to park city and make a 3 day vaca out of it and just have some time together doing fun things we havent done together yet..BUT thanks to our little surprise baby, the things i was taking him to do i couldnt with being pregnant, the big zip lines for one :(
so we did the usual and went to dinner and movie!
Next year for our 10 year we both agreed we are headed off to some really cool tropical place that we love HAWAII. we are starting our locked down saving acct for it so there will be no IF AND OR BUTTS about it!!!

Each year we go through A LOT of ups and downs and but at the end of each argument or disagreement..i just cant make my self ever stay mad at him. I KNOW he was put here for ME. He is the only one that can put up with me anyways :) He literally changed my life. He stood by me through so much and still does, not because i ask him too but because he wants to. I could never see my life without him, he is my FOREVER, im one of the lucky ones who was so lucky to find her best friend.
I have soooo many faults but he loves me anyways, and the same for him. We promised each other A FOREVER and we will be keeping that promise!

I have been with him since i was 14 years old, to most that seems way to young and a lot say we should have dated around to make sure, but we both were sure. I love everything about him even the bad (maybe not at the time of the bad moments hahahah)
I can spend everyday with him and only him and my kids for the rest of my life and be the happiest girl in the world, thats how i know we are meant to be!

The past 9 years we have shared our life with each other our good and bad, He and I have seen the best and worse in each other and i would do it all over again just to be with him!
We have two great boys and a new baby on the way (hopefully some pink this time:)but if not we make some pretty cute and awesome boys so we would be happy with that too.. life is just good and i wouldnt change much of it!!

HAPPY 9 YEARS BABE. I LOVE YOU FOREVER!

Kaylins First Day of FIRST GRADE....


Holy heck...i have a child who goes to all day school????? CRAZY.
Kaylin started first grade yesterday August 16th 2012. He was a little bit worried when we got to the school and daddy and I were saying good bye he broke down a little but picked him self up fast and loved his first day!
I picked him up from school and he just jabbered on and on about how he got 4 recesses, and how it was so cool to get to eat school lunch!
He has a great teach, Mrs. Hunter, and has a lot of friends from kindergarten and our neighborhood in there!

Kiptin is a little lost with out his partner in crime all day but is adjusting well, its nice just just have a little "kiptin and mommy time" now. He is so excited when tell him its time to pick brother up!

I hope kaylin has such a great school experience, that he learns as much as he can and loves it and grows to be such a great loving kid!

Your such a big kid now kaylin, we love you so much, you have blessed our lives more then you will ever be able to know. Stay strong and stand up for what you believe in and stay close to your heavenly father, he will guide you through the hard times and love you through them all. You mean the world to us. Happy First Grade Year buddy!

good advice!

Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib, not from his feet to be walked on, not from his head to be superior, but from his side to be equal! Under the arm to be protected, & next to the heart to be loved.

brothers forever

brothers forever

the haslem family