The secret is out.....

Well i wasn't planning on letting the secret out yet but i kinda slipped on my face book page so now people are finding out so i minds well spill it now!
I just hit my two month mark, its going by so fast, yet so slow at the same time, this baby was going to show me that if i didnt want a December baby then thats just what i was going to get, he or she is due December 28'09, yes your right three days after Christmas could i have planned that better or what, ya im not too happy about that but i will just have to change their birthday to November, with my luck i will have it right on Christmas day or eve....lucky me!
I was on clomid the month i got prego but i took the lower dose and it was my last refill of it so i was hoping it would work and walla it did finally. I found out about a week and a half before i even missed my period and it was first with a dollar store test so i was freaked out that i may be having a whole litter of babies, we went to the doc when i was 4 weeks and then we went back at 6w 4d and we got an ultrasound done and got to hear the heart beat it was a such a relief to hear and so amazing that such a tiny little thing had such a strong heart beat that soon. It took a lot of worry off both nick and i after seeing a baby and hearing its heart beat but still some worry will always be there. The doc didn't really look around to see if there was more then one so there still could be but i think there is only one, nick thinks two and kaylin keeps saying two, and nicks dad and my grandma as well still think there is two...but who knows! we go back to the doc in a few weeks to hear the heart beat again! This time around is SOOOO different i feel the little flutters and the wave like feelings all the time, im sick EVERY morning and sometimes all day (i said i would gladly take all the sickness if thats what i had to go through to get a baby and i guess the big man took me up on that offer) but im happy to have it though its not fun, i didnt get sick with kaylin until i was 10 weeks and it was just in the mornings. my paints are already so tight that they give me cramps if im sitting or wearing them too long, with kaylin i wore my regular clothes pretty much the whole time through the pregnancy, i almost weigh what i did when i HAD kaylin so im freaked out to what i will weigh in 7 months, i get really car sick now really fast, and use the bathroom a lot! but im thankful for all these things though they my not be the best feelings in the world but they will all be worth it! thanks to everyone for your prayers and thoughts they all mean the world to me!