I was and now I'm not.......update attached 9/19

For those of you who don't know... I'm sorry to get you all excited.
I was pregnant, but I'm not anymore. I had a miscarriage on Wednesday.
Nick and I are O.K... Don't worry. We know that it happened for a reason and we will just try again. Thank you for all your support. We love you guys. I'll let you know when I have good news again..

FRIDAY 9/19= i just wanted to say thank you to everyone for all your love really its nice to have such great friends around you all the time...i want everyone to know that i really am ok, strangely its been really easy...sad but easy, nick and i know it will happen when its time, and we will always keep tying over and over until it does. i kinda feel like I'm a bad person or without a heart because it has been easy on us, i know its really hard on a lot of people and some of my family members are taking it worse then us but truly we just cant wait for the 6 weeks to be up so we can try again, so really to those of you who think we r not ok...TRUST ME...we are!!! I don't want to sound like I'm totally not sad because I AM but i think heavenly father just gave us the strength to over come this and we KNOW with out a doubt we will still get the chance to raise that baby on the other side!!

*add on update*.....
we went to the docs again today (Friday) and he let us know that everything was fine ( not pregnant but fine) and safe to start trying in 6 to 8 weeks, also he said that if i weren't pregnant in 6 months he would put me on clomide to help the process then i said "6 months we have already been trying over a year" then laughing he said "ok i will make it 4 just for you" so maybe i could get him down to "two" or "three would be fine too!", which was great news to us cause the other two doctors wouldn't let me on anything until they do tonz of test on nick and my self to make sure everything is working proper but that takes lots of time and lots of moola which we don't have either of so this doctor said no need to wait since we already have been trying SO long and he knew i could already get pregnant, so that was really uplifting and so nice to Finely hear that we indeed could get the help if we need it without spending needless amounts of money on it!!!! (don't get me wrong i would pay the money without a thought but why not try the cheapest way first!)
again, thank you for you support and thoughts they mean a lot to us, we love all our friends and family we wouldn't be so strong with out you!

3+1=........family of FOUR!!!

Finally is all i have to say....i guess when you give up that's when things happen.
Kaylin says we are having "two" babies...yikes, i hope i was careful what i wished for!!
so i go to the doc on September 23 to see exactly how far along im but i think im about 9 weeks now. we bought kaylin that little shirt like in January and thats how we told everyone...well tried but i don't think people read shirts like i do cause NO one but grandma haslem read the freakin shirt....and i also bought this pair of underwear to tell nick which did work pretty well it was really cute!!!
*you can push the button on my baby widget and hear a heart beat and make it laugh it is very funny i love it...play with it! you have to go to the bottom of my page and push pause on the music player to hear it but its cute try it!!!!

Camping in YANKEE...

Over labor day weekend Nick, me, kaylin, jim, jill, shane, brayden, went to Yankee mountain to camp and i was so happy, Yankee is my FAVORITE place to camp, it is so peaceful and quite there and NOT HOT! Well as you will see from the pictures i posted we had a blast.........


Grandpa Haslem let kaylin shoot his first gun...(we can always leave it to Gpaw haslem to let them do all the dangerous stuff)

Me and Kaylin out fishing on the boat....

kaylin and daddy fishing together....

Ok so funny story....this is the picture i got of kaylin with his very own fishing pole we bought him to go fishing with us so he would have one too...well i told him that we had to get out on the water first before he could fish, i said "Kaylin we have to get out in the middle of the lake before you can through you fishing pole in the lake and fish" well we got out there and we were getting the poles ready and nick had got kaylins ready and put his little practice fish on it and next thing we know brayden says...."hey look what kaylin just did", we look over the boat and kaylin had thrown his WHOLE POLE IN THE LAKE....well that's what i get for telling him to wait till we get out in the middle of the lake to through the pole in the water, next time i will phrase it a little different!



Kaylin & Daddy at the car show in parowan....

Kaylin with the little goat at the fair.....


Kaylin & Daddy getting ready for out big wheeler ride up the mountain....

Me and my cute boy....


Kaylin had lots of fun throwing rocks in the little streams they have every were...

my to loves.....

one of the cool butterfly's i got up close to and took some pictures of them....

Nick carved our initials in a quaky tree.........

Well this was suppose to be a pictures of all of us, the only way I'm ever in any pictures with nick and kaylin is if i take them my self....but i forgot to zoom out....silly old me...



Nick out over the edge looking out over the mountain...this was at the very top....

Daddy and kaylin again getting ready to head back down the mountain after like the 2 hour four wheeler ride up.....

the other really pretty butterfly i got to take pictures of....

kaylin throwing the rocks in the little pond thing...

kaylin thought it was so cool when daddy found him a BIG rock to through...you should have herd him and seen his face it was priceless....


So there is our little camping trip....nick, kaylin and i just got back from camping again today from Yankee, we just went for a little over night trip together...but of course i didn't take any pictures......stupid me!