Makes my life so sad that another year is gone. One more year that my boy are older, one more year that I'm older 😫😭.
I wish I could freeze time.. i love the stage my littles are in and want them to stop growing...but I also know its inevitable and that's the way life is designed.
2018 had some major ruff times, they were hard for me. I'm hoping 2019 will be our jumping point and life can get better for us financially so we can enjoy this worlds wonders with our boys. I feel like the worst parent that way, we never get to plan fun vacations for them and I feel like a failure for that. Hoping this year will be better for them!
Last night nick and I made it to midnight finally...lol... we usually fall asleep by 1030.... kaylin ran off with his friends to party..so that just left us and the 3 others...we played some games, Drank some sparkly juice and then they waited for the midnight fireworks!
I'm praying that this year will finally be the year we can breathe a little... I'm hoping this year we will be better to teach our boys about our beautiful gospel and be walk with christ and that we will teach them to keep him close and he will always guide them and care for them with all his love!
Heres to 2019 and a new year to make new memories together with these boys and husband I love so much!