Happy Thanksgiving 2015

Night Time Buddies....

I walked into your room the other night to say good night and this is how I found you both....so cute!

My Khai boy...

Sometimes there are no words to write just pictures to look at...you are a silly boy who I love sooooo much!!!

7 months...

The BUNZ is 7 months old now....
I swear i was just writing yesterday about you turning 6 months...yikes, time goes too fast.

Karbon, you sure are the best little thing...
I have been enjoying rocking you lately. I tried to sleep train you the last few days and I just couldn't do it...you cried and cried for two hours and it was
breaking my heart....I went in and picked you up and you snuggled right into my neck and fell asleep...that broke my heart even more, knowing the all you wanted
was for me to come in and hold you and make you feel safe. I tried to train you like i did with khailo but he was so easy and only cried for 30 min and he was out.
but you just need you mommy and your mommy just needs you too!!!

I rock you to sleep in my arms every night. we have our quiet time together and we sing lullaby's and I just stare at you and wish that you could stay little forever
I wish you would never grow out of my arms...I will miss this time sooo very much.
I wish I could just snuggle you forever!
You usually fall asleep right by me holding my face or neck...its so amazing to have the feeling i do for you...magical!

You arent a very good sleeper now for some reason..so me getting sleep doesnt really happen but I love you so much that I'm not caring...dad offered to help but if I
let him thats one night i miss out on and these nights will soon be gone and you will no longer need to love you to sleep...so how ever long it takes, I will LOVE
every single moment I get to hold you and feel your sweet tiny hands on my face.

Your smile lights up your entire face, its just the best!
Your first tooth broke through last night!! bottom left!
You started rolling EVERYWHERE, to get where you want to go you figure it out and roll there.
You got up on all fours last night, only for a few seconds but it was fun to see another one of your "firsts"

I know that people say all the time that "time goes by so fast" and I never realized they were right...but knowing your our last little one has made me realize
that they were right...TIME DOES GO WAY TO FAST.

I love you with my whole heart and more...every part of me just loves you.

I love you forever my sweet little one.

love mommy!

Halloween 2015...

halloween was fun this year but a little different. Daddy and I fell so bad that you guys didnt get to go trick or treating more then you did...you went on a hay ride with the neighbors and he took you to some houses, well we thought you went to a lot of houses but turned out you only went to a handful...we didnt even know til we tucked you in bed. Broke my heart...i promised you I would take you all over the neighborhood next year. A good note, I let you eat all the candy you wanted when ever you wanted!!
You had so much fun with your friends like always and we had our neighborhood halloween party and trunk or treat...
Daddy and I dressed up with you guys this year...it was fun!

Mom & Dad were Robin Hood
Karbon was Little John
Khialo was a lion
Kiptin was a special ops Ninja
Kaylin was a Fat Ninja...it was an inflatable suit!