It Says His Wish Is My Command.....

Well this is the final month..if nothing happens then I'm taking a break form all the meds...i cant take the hot flashes and mood swings anymore for a bit. My sister in law brought me this buda statue back from Hawaii and just gave it to me on Sunday so now he sits in my kitchen all though he probably should be in the bedroom lol, anyways I'm on and doing so many things this time around so that there is nothing i can leave out, so if you dont mind hearing all the kinda sick info then read on and i know this may help some people out with trying as well, this is what i have been doing for the past 3 months (we have been trying for 19 months now but this is the meds i have been on for 3 months)...I started Clomid in November 50mgs and did nothing else...December i did 100mg Clomid and OPK'S which i did get positives back so i know the clomid did what it was suppose to do but still nothing....so January/Feb im taking my last script of Clomid 100mgs with aspirin 81mg everyday (this helps my blood flow so i get more to my ovary's and it helps implant the egg into the lining of the uterus and gets rid of blood clots and helps prevent miscarriage), 2Tbs Robitussin 3 times per day (this helps thin the harsh Cervical Mucus so the sperm can swim through it and it will carry them to the tubes with out killing them), Temp Charting in the mornings first thing, OPK'S (Ovulation Predictor Kits) starting CD 10 until positive surge, Prenatals everyday, the drink called Seven (thanks to jeff and rayni), Pre-Seed which i have to insert on my fertile days (sorry i know TMI), i got nick these pills called fertile aid, which is suppose to up the sperm count and mobility and all that great stuff (im just making him take those not for any reason in particular just cause it cant hurt), and now im rubbing my Fertility God Statue...so there you have it, iam a really busy person and im not stressing about it this month im actually really calm and really dont care anymore so if it works SWEET and if not then im taking a break and will continue in a few months with different options! thanks for all your prayers and wishes! BABY DUST TO ME!

Just Because....

The other day nick went to the store to pick up some stuff for me and brought me home these beautiful flowers...!Just Because!...I love you honey!
(they looked perfect all bloomed out a few days ago but i forgot to take the picture of them until today)

Hawaiian Favorites.....

We had the best lunch today...all our Hawaiian favorites...when we lived there we lived off this stuff, and we were so excited to be able to enjoy it today (thanks to nicks parents for bringing it back from Hawaii for us)...now we wanna move back there just so we can have it everyday again...it brought back so many memories for us..all good ones of all the yummy taste of Hawaii, we did miss out on the perfect pineapples and banana figures but we are glad we got a little tastes anyways!

The best Chocolate Cream pie...all the way from Ted's Bakery in hawaii right to our table...i know it doesnt look that appealing but what do you expect it traveld along ways!

Kaylin enjoying all the cream, he was licking it off the top..ya he was lovin it!

My favorite fruit drink...nick and i lived off this stuff when we lived ther, we went through cases and cases of it, and its still as tasty as i remember!

some of their famous pork...nicks favorite!

These are the BEST rolls ever...they are poi rolls from the PCC in Hawaii that we went and got all the time...we LOVE these!

Here is Kaylin eating his VERY FIRST Poi Roll...HE LOVED IT just like his mommy & daddy...man they were really good!

Kayin was showing me his "purple roll" he ate...he was so excited that they were purple...

Happy Birthday Aurora Girl....Finally....

I have to give a big shot out to my bestest friend in the whole world...Rayni...she just had her first little girl..Aurora Dean...Finally after being 5 days past her due date the little cutie made her debut, she is sooooo cute! she did it all natural, such a brave girl...i love her and she did amazing..she doesn't even look like she just gave birth at all, her labor from start to finish was only about 4 to 5 hours...(ya she pretty much sucks!)j/k
all my love to rayni & jeff & Aurora!!!
More pictures to come in the next few days!

My new year resolution....

Who ever thought this tiny little pill could be such a kicker...not me....these little guys put you through some MAJOR hot flashes like i have never experienced before, and its not just once or twice a day, its about every 20 to 30 minutes day and night for about 2 weeks...yuck, then when it finally goes away after about 5 to 10 min you get freezing cold and by that time you start all over again. I desperately don't want to take them again, two rounds was bad enough, knowing whats going to happen is not fun...but what do you do. I have to keep telling myself "it will all be worth it" but its still so hard. We have been trying to get prego for 18 months i believe now and seriously I'm done with it all so we finally decide to just try these little pills but now I'm not sure if i can do it again. This month i doubled my dose so yes the hot and cold flashes were twice as bad but if it works i will have no complaints...i did all the charting and testing this month and they were positive that the pill did its job so now it up to my body to do the rest so our fingers are crossed so everyone cross your fingers for me!
So this new year my resolution is GET FREAKING PREGNANT LADY!
so all your prayers and thoughts i welcome. 8)

Bath Time Fun.....

I had to share these...kaylin was being so silly in the tub..he was trying to be "HoHo"....and now he calls it his "bobul" (bubble) face pictures!!!