happy 36 to Me

these birthdays definitely aren't getting any easier. I don't accept the fact im 36 today. I feel 26. I wanna be 26. thirties have been hard to swallow for me and this one isn't easier, only harder. 

but the MR. and my boys all made me feel special with red velvet cake, a new watch, birthday cards, and projects getting worked on!

karbon has thought it was pretty dang funny for a few weeks now to hide this toy spider all around so it can scare me... today he thought it would be the perfect touch to my cake lol!

they did good. 

I'm so blessed to have this life I love so much!